There's always this feeling that cannot be expressed. A mixture of sadness, loneliness, emptiness, or something I don't even know.

My friend gave me a quote today, and it goes like this (hope you don't mind me sharing with anybody who reads this): "I mean, we're born alone, we die alone. And while we're here we are absolutely, completely sealed in our own bodies. Really weird. Kinda freaks me out to think about it. We can only experience the outside world through our own slanted perception of it. Who knows what you're really like. I just see what I think you're like"


The above quote summed everything up perfectly. Especially the last 3 sentences, thank you so much. As I read it on the way back home, I wish I knew more about you, not just knowing how you understand so much about me. So so much. Or perhaps that is already enough.

People do feel alone even when they're not physically alone. Thus the lyrics, "have you ever been alone in a crowded room?".

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Went out with the girls for lunch and a mini kaiying birthday celebration. I assume it's the examination mood that's setting in for everyone, or maybe the tiredness. Nonetheless, nice to know that we're meeting up after so long! Alicia being an embarrassment, Ashley as her usual self, Anna with her occasional retarded moments, Kaiying talking and laughing along, and me.. as the weird one I suppose.

Happy 18th birthday kaiying! Birthday notes are meant to be confidential so you'll see the rest on your card! :D

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Watching the first part of Lily chou-chou now. I used to skip the front where they showed the words philia (main character) typed on a black screen. This time they're the ones that captured my attention the most. I feel like making a film like that, just to see who'd read them. Perhaps only those who really feel the same.

Lily chou-chou music is totally great too. Abnormal the first time you hear them but it grows onto you after awhile. Ethereal music.